Boy, you know what, actually i wasn't overwhelmed by the sudden overflow of information just now. I'm really contented that you called me to go meet you @Mall. Ya, got to admit that it was really rather rushy & got to reschedule some stuff, but i know nothing beats seeing you.
I'd have avoided the "sudden overflow of infor" but I know that you've got something in your mind, and @the same time, I really just want to have a friend-companionship ever since the beginning of the year, ever since the beginning of school term. Having not heard your voice for that long time and not talking to you for long, that's why i don't mind jsut staying a little longer. But still not scolded by my mum lah.
When you msg me that, "Your impression of me may change," I hesitated and asked myself, "Huh?" I asked myself what was my impression of you when i first met you, what was my impression of you through the years and what was my impression of you just now, before i talked to you. In fact, i really don't know. Sad or not i don't know either. Maybe my first impression of you was superficial, first impression---friendly, funny, jokey, i don't know, you name it.
Perhaps the only impression of you, always been and will still have of you, is that you are once a friend, always a friend, forever one. But do you call that an impression?
Perhaps impression's no longer important cuz impression may change & is very much to one's perspective, but i know the trust, the belief, the friendship i have in you, for you will always remain.
Thank you a million and one for letting me know what had happened & how much you've "been tolerating all these while". Really.
Well, boy, rem to have a break. I know you have been busy and are busy but, well, do take care k. Hmmm...it's just feel nice to see you just now. Maybe there were quite some stuff that i wanted to say just now, yet i didn't know how to start, how to continue, how to end. Hmmm...only thing i realise is that if one day you decided to leave the group totally, to leave singapore, to not talk to me, i'll really be lost and scared. So precious you are, boy....
Don't overwork yourself (as if it's a choice) and rest well, k...i wanna go over your place for hari raya...Geez....
*perhaps by the time you read this, you wouldn't rem any of these @all. it's okie. i wanted to tell u so much that i really believe you r attached but i just decided to keep it since you decided to end with saying no to that. well...can bully cat but don bully her. cat always.
__`I'm a Kid at Heart`__ [1:52 AM]